wow..so much going on after the whole mess that went down its hard to know where to start...

My doc is hopeful that I'll be off the crutches within the month. Here's to hoping. I'm tired of hobbling around. Trina doesn't like me going out too much right now and I know I should be taking it easy, but I can't help it. I'm not one to sit idle for long.

I did contact my bank and they said give them a week to draw up the papers again on the house and we can start closing. I'm excited. I wound up telling Trina while we were in the hospital. she's excited as am I. I want to close on it then start work on putting in some new carpet and flooring before we move in. we're gonna get new furniture too. I need to holler at Hans and tell him that about everything too. He mentioned him and Tasha buying the place from us. I think if they want I'll just let them take up payments on it. I got to looking and Tasha's name is still on the deed, and she did help me make the down payment on the place when we both bought it so I don't want to make them pay another down payment on it. They can just pick up the payments and call it theirs.

And now..the real kicker..... the MBI is getting federal funding... I'm shocked. We're talking a budget around $500 million to start. I can hardly even fathom it. They want us to get the building upgraded or move somewhere bigger, restructure, get more employees, and pick up the slack from the NSA. See thats how all this got started. The NSA is no more. They've pretty much disbanded them. So we're to fill that void. The secretary of Defense came in and talked to Mark and..I was sorta there. He didn't really acknowledge me. He didn't seem friendly. I've told Trina what he said and that Mark needs a Deputy Director. Trina doesn't seem to think it'll go to someone from our department but I'm going to apply anyway. I honestly don't know where I'll end up in the restructure but so long as its a good job where I can provide for our growing family then I'll be happy. Here's to hoping this all is for the best of the MBI.

Oo...dinner time. gotta go!

FINALLY! All this crud is over...I'm so glad too. We all made it out alive and are getting things back to normal somewhat. I've been babying Hans like crazy. He was pretty beat up after that zombie Feral took to him, and then Spinner shooting him didn't help any either. Thankfully he had his BPV on and wasn't injured TOO badly. Still...he can barely move as it is and yet wants to go back to work. I'm doing him just like he did me and making him stay put and rest. He needs it. We went to his dad's house the other night while his dad was gone to soak in the hot tub. I think it helped Hans relax some.

I do hope everyone recovers and soon. For now, I'm going to shower off and cook us some dinner. Then I gotta put Hans to bed. LOL! I feel like a mother with a child right now...

Well the damage done by Spinner was great, but we have managed to stop him. I had to forcefully merge with him and while I do not like doing that, I had to for the good of Agent McGrath. We have not seen Agent McGrath since. I do hope he is alright...

I have been quite busy since everything happened. I am currently rebuilding some computers for the MBI. My first priority was to rebuild my computers at home and make sure my backups for my personality and such were in tact. Just in case... Things are going well though and I hope to have most of the MBI computers rebuilt by the end of the week. I have also contacted this Rochell Jameson that installed the security system in them and asked that she come by and reinstall her programs and make sure they are working properly. What few still had the programs after everything I had to disable the program to work on them. She should be here next week to fix them.

For now, it is time for dinner. Dad brought home Chinese! ^___^

Well now...life is sure looking up for me since the whole incident with the city losing power and such. While we lost a lot of our supplies, I am sitting nicely to become one of the biggest mafia bosses in this area. What led me there? Well lets see...

I won't bore you with the details of the whole mess that Megakat went through. You've read all that in the papers I'm sure. Needless to say though that Renegade character was arrested after her involvement in all this. This is a great windfall for me considering my dear daughter-in-law is the next in line for Dark Kat's empire. See..Renegade is her sister, and was leading Dark Kat's lil group. Now, Nightshade is left to run it. My hope is to try and run the organization through her one day. I'll have to gain her trust of course, but once I have Dark Kat's empire at my beck and call, I'll be the most powerful this city has ever seen!

My sweet Lina is happy, though she has actually begun to....argue with me. Its unusual. She's never done this before. She is worried for my health and doesn't want to lose me so she wants to just leave me locked away in the house all the time now. I honestly don't know why she is acting this way but I refuse to stay hidden away till my dying breath and do nothing. I want to be out and helping and she will just have to understand that.

And speaking of my empire...it seems it will be gaining its future heir soon. Nightshade is pregnant. She came over the other day with Enzo and complained of stomach problems. Lina looked her over and she's pregnant. My son had been asking about how to juggle what we do and a child too so now he'll find out first hand. I can't believe I'm going to be a grandfather. I think I will buy them the furniture for the nursery as a gift....

Well, I am an agent now! After letting my emotions get the better of me, I suppose Director Sulfur has realized how upset it made me to be pushed aside as I was. I just want to help out and have some friends.

My employment began in the middle of a massive plot by Jack Spinner, him taking over Agent McGrath and now is causing havoc throughout the city. I must catch up with him soon and get him out of McGrath's mind before he does something horrible to everyone involved besides just McGrath. I do hope McGrath is alright....

I need to go home and check on dad. This quarantine will not affect my systems, but it could affect Dad. I want him to be careful.

Stupid Jenna....That evil alternate dimension Jenna managed to katnap me for a while. Wound up cracking a couple of my ribs. So I'm taking it easy for now as per Doc's orders. Unfortunately it couldn't have come at a worse time. We are under quarantine. Something about Dr. Viper trying to unleash some virus on us. So yeah..we're pretty much blocked off from the outside world. Not like I was going anywhere right now but still...I don't like this idea of a quarantine. So far all its done from what i understand from the news is just create a panic. No one has become sick.

I do worry about Hans being out there in this. I wish I could be there to help. Nope....not right now anyway. Ugh! Why am I always getting hurt?!

I don't like this one bit. Not at all.... The city has been quarantined. Something in my gut tells me Spinner is trying to block us from leaving. Not so much for the protection of those outside the city, but to some other end. What I don't know...but I don't like it.

Trina and Cale are safe and sound at least. I send them to mom's the moment I knew something was going on after getting those nano probes out of her. I can't risk her, Cale or the kitten on the way. I can't lose them. I'd be lost without them, so I must make sure they are safe.

Now then...back to grabbing a bite to eat before returning to my desk. I'm pretty much sleeping here at work for now. Its easiest that way. Just in case the worst happens...

I think I am feeling a new emotion here lately. The best I can pinpoint from biological readings is it is called depression. I need to talk to dad about it. I really do not like this emotion but I can not make it go away. Happiness and sadness fade but this one is not going away...

I was reading in biological literature that it is often triggered by events that do not go as planned and have a disappointing outcome. After thinking briefly about recent events, I found that many of the things I had hoped would go one way, ended in disappointment.

First of all, the MBI. I had hoped to get a job there. I have been wanting a job for quite some time. Something for me to do. At the time I applied though, Protocol decided to do the unthinkable. She revealed herself to the world. And while she did not tell them there are more of us, Director Sulfur was concerned it could cause problems for the rest of us, along with some other issues concerning cyberkats at the time. He denied my application and told me I should stay safe at home for now. This was most disappointing to me.

Also at the same time there was a huge plot to take over cyberkats and use them for another biologicals use. I met another cyberkat, Chip. I tried to help him and be a friend but in the end he only yelled at me and left. I have not seen Chip since. He has joined the long list of my brethren who have not had contact with me in a long time, nor want to.

That is another thing. I feel a lot of kats use me for my abilities and not for a friend. Dad seems to be the only one who treats me well and like a normal kat, not like a computer program to help them gain what they want. I have no real close friends anymore. The last of them was taken from me. Conner...or Dream Creeper as he prefers to be called. He was a very bad kat, yes I know. But...he was also a friend. Someone who listened and did not use me for my abilities. I told dad about him though and he got upset, told me I could not see him anymore. Conner attacked at the MBI one day, took over Director Sulfur, and made a bigger mess of things. Now I certainly can not see him. I really cared about him. I think maybe more than a friend even. It is as a biological would call a crush. My first one...and I do not like having to lose him.

I think I just need to stay in the house from now on. Dad told me I could not do that but the last time I went to the MBI I had to help out with yet another monster and was asked to analyze some machinery from it. So here it is on my desk, but I have not looked at it yet. I can not bring myself to. Part of me wants them to figure it out on their own. I think that is what I will do, yes. Just make them figure it out on their own... and I am going to go get an ice cream sundae from dad and talk to him. I can feel this....depression coming on again.

Well..we finally did it. Lina and I finally tied the knot. And its absolutely wonderful. I know my sons feared her trying to replace Pia. No..she could never replace Pia. Not in my heart, not as their mother, no where. As I told Enzo, she's simply the next step for me. I cannot live all my days out alone while my sons get married (we keep hoping for Tony he'll FIND a decent she-kat eventually...) and have children and have families. I need someone to continue growing old with, and while Lina won't grow old, at least I'll have someone at my side the rest of my days.

The wedding went off without a hitch. Lina was very pleased with the estate. It was beautiful as ever. Father Carboni, a long time family friend, came and did the ceremony for us. Lina was absolutely stunning when she came out too. Like an angel from above. I love her dearly.

We are spending the rest of our week here in Italy at the estate. I plan to take Lina to some of the major landmarks here. She's really been enjoying herself. I think its the first time I've ever seen her not totally immersed in caring for me or caring for the organization. Its good to see her happy.

Well gotta run. We've got dinner plans tonight and I need to get ready.

Well I'm cleared to go back to my normal routine now. My new heart seems to be functioning perfectly. I feel more energetic now than I have in a very very long time. My dear Lina has kept a close check on me and continues to do so. Until we are positive this new heart will continue to function, I am having Lina check my heart every day. Can't be too safe.

The wedding plans are coming along nicely according to Lina. We are all set to fly to Venice and have the wedding there. my sons will join us as will Nightshade. I do hope all goes well. I will not tolerate any more issues within this family. Tony has already allowed an MBI agent too close. He's been scolded properly and won't make that mistake again.

Well now..off to dinner. I think Lina prepared a meal for us tonight. I so love her cooking.